Monday, April 25, 2011

Don't You Remember?

When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye, not a single word was said.
No final kiss to seal any sins,
I had no idea of the state we were in.

I know I have a fickle heart, and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head.

But don't you remember? Don't you remember
The reason you loved me before...
Baby please, remember me once more.

When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong..
The more I do, the less I know.

But I know I have a fickle heart, and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head.

But don't you remember? Don't you remember 
The reason you loved me before..
Baby please, remember me once more.

Gave you the space so you could breathe
I kept my distance so you would be free
In hope that you'd find the missing piece
To bring you back to me

Why don't you remember? Don't you remember
The reason you loved me before..
Baby please remember me once more.

When will I see you again?

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Happy Birthday, Mom!

I'm sure that every girl out there (or a lot of them) think that they have the best mom's out there. But truthfully, that honor belongs to me. My mom is the best mom alive. Today is her 49th birthday and she doesn't look a day over 30 ;). I am so proud of my mom and what she has accomplished in the last year and a half. She has lost 100 lbs from working out and eating right. She is a freakin' rockstar and I'm so proud of her. I'm proud to say that she's my best friend, even after all of the crap we've been through, it has just made us stronger! 

My grandma is in town this weekend for Mom's birthday and Easter, so I will take some pictures of tonight and tomorrow and post them tomorrow (if I don't forget). Also! I got my hurr did (hair cut, for those of you who ain't gangsta like me... haha I kid, I kid) and she cut off a couple of inches (even though  I want to grow it out, it wasn't completely healthy, but now it is!) and thinned the CRAP out of it. I have really thick/heavy/annoying hair, and it makes it hard to do anything with it because if it's down I'm hot because there's SO MUCH of it, but she thinned it and I think it's the thinnest it has ever been! I love it :) 


That's my sexy face. Yup, be jealous. Hope you all have a wonderful weekend, and don't forget to thank Jesus for his sacrifice. He didn't forget about you when he gave up his life.

Fit Friday

Obviously I suck at keeping up with the days of the week.
This week I came down with some nasty cold crap Sunday night/Monday morning.
So I haven't been able to work out yet. I can't breathe normally...
and that would make it hard to do some cardio.
Because I can't do it half-assed. 
But I stayed even this week. Woo. 

Current Weight: +17 


Thursday, April 21, 2011

Preguntas!

I saw this idea on another blog. 
I like doing surveys, and I like my handwriting.
So I joined in. You can too, if you want.



Hope you're having a wonderful Thursday!

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

WILW





It's that time again! Time to link up with Jamie and share what I'm loving this Wednesday!

I'm Loving... That I'm getting through this cold really fast. I'm a believer in not taking medicine unless I absolutely have to. I don't want to become immune to it for those times when I REALLY need it. So I never take cold medicine or anything like that (unless, let's be real, it's that time of the month. Then I pop pills like nobody's business) unless I'm pretty much on my death bed. I'm very happy that I'm getting better so fast!

I'm Loving... That it's FINALLY baseball season! My A's are off to an astounding start (ha, yeah right) and are 9-9. Hopefully they'll just take off and stop losing for a while! What? A girl can dream right?

I'm Loving... My new prayer journal. I've been doing devotions every morning and I've been really wanting a prayer journal so that my devotion journal can be strictly for devotions. I found a really cute one that is "green" and doesn't have lines! Do you know how hard it is to find a nice journal that doesn't have lines?!?! I looked for at least 30 minutes! People probably thought I was crazy for standing in the journal section for 30 minutes looking inside every single journal!

I'm Loving... That  I got to spend an amazing weekend with my brother! Silly me, I forgot to take pictures, but I did have a lot of fun! We bowled, watched movies, played rock band, hung out with friends, played cards, and he kicked my butt at scrabble. It was a good time!

I'm Loving... That Easter is on Sunday! Easter is one of my favorite holidays because it is centered solely on Jesus! (unless you believe in something else, but for me, it's based on Jesus) We get to celebrate his death and resurrection for a specific day, even though we should be celebrating it daily! I mean.. I know I'm thankful for his grace and for him dying on the cross for me, but I don't take time to think of it every day like I should. So this is a day when I can celebrate it with a whole BUNCH of people! :)

I'm Loving... Hosanna by Hillsong United. At my church, whenever we do that song, I always lead it. And we sang it on Sunday.. and I lead. But not only did I lead the song. I was leading the worship team during rehearsal. It was an awesome feeling, because I have always been afraid to step into a leadership role, and I did it without even knowing it! God is definitely stretching me in SOOO many ways right now. It's exciting!

I'm Loving... YOU! :)
Happy Wednesday, lovelies <3

Monday, April 18, 2011

Fit Friday? Er.. Monday.

My brother came into town on Wednesday and didn't leave until just this morning, so that is why this post is late. I didn't work out once (oops) and I didn't eat the best when my brother got here but somehow I managed to lose three lbs. Don't ask me how, because it's a mystery to me as well. But if I can lose 3 lbs by doing absolutely nothing, then there's no tellin' how much I can lose when I actually try. So here's to another week.. bring it on, Friday!

+17

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Top 5 Thursday: Crushes

I'm linking up with Meghan today for Top 5 Thursday!
I thought going through my past and looking at who I had crushes on would be fun.
So I'm copying her!

Middle School: Miguel Cabrera





The year that the Marlins won the world series, I was obsessed with this guy.
He was young, and showed great abilities..
And he was definitely easy on the eyes. He's put on a few lbs now...
But he's still a cutie.

High School: Jay Hernandez


Okay, seriously.. look at the guy.. 
Who wouldn't love that?
I LOVED him in Friday Night Lights
And Crazy/Beautiful.
He's still delicious to this day, and was just recently in a movie.
I was a happy girl!

College/Now: Kurt Suzuki/ Dwyane Wade/ Huston Street


It definitely helps that he plays for my favorite team.. but he is yummy.
I'd root for him if he played for the Mariners..
And that's saying a lot!


I'm not really a basketball fan.. but I love watching this guy.
Not just because he's cute.
He's actually been a high school-current crush..
I watched every game of the NBA Finals in 2006.
He's gorgeous.


I'm sad he no longer plays for the A's
Because he was a great closer..
But he's still great, and I like knowing that he's doing well.
He always does that tongue thing when he pitches..
And I thought it was freakin' cute.
Plus that new commercial he's in..
Where he's in the ice bath?
Yeah.