Saturday, March 31, 2012

You Found Me

  • 1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? 
    • If we got married... no, not even then.
  • 2. You talked to an ex today, correct? 
    • Wrong
  • 3. Have you taken someones virginity? 
    • That would be pretty hard to do, seeing as how I'm a virgin, myself.
  • 4. Is trust a big issue for you? 
    • I'm always good at trusting people off the bat. If you are dishonest with me though I'll forgive, but it'll take a while to earn my trust back.
  • 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? 
    • Nope. I don't particularly like anybody at the moment.
  • 6. What are you excited for? 
    • My birthday (hey, it's in 2 months!), the birth of my nephew, Hawaii, and spending as much time with my "fam" as possible.
  • 7. What happened tonight? 
    • I worked all stinkin' night. Not cute.
  • 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?
    • I really think it's disgusting when anybody gets really wasted. Not attractive at all.
  • 9. Is confidence cute?
    • Cute? Eh. I think it's definitely a plus. Some people are confident in different things about themselves, it doesn't always show on the surface. 
  • 10. What is the last beverage you had? 
    • Mountain Dew. Not a normal drink for me, but I was REALLY tired tonight!
  • 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? 
    • I FULLY trust two people of the opposite sex. My brother and my hermano. 
  • 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? 
    • No. Don't ever plan to, either. I think they're ugly.
  • 13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? 
    • I do the same thing every Saturday night.. Work!
  • 14. What are you going to spend money on next? 
    • Gas. I'm going to need to buy some tomorrow. 
  • 15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?
    • Nope.
  • 16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? 
    • I hope so. I like to think I'm constantly changing. Always bettering myself. 
  • 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? 
    • Kelly. She's my soul mate. In a non lesbian way. Someone once told me that your soulmate doesn't have to be someone you're in love with, but your other half that you can't live without. She's that.
  • 18. The last time you felt broken? 
    • It's been a while.
  • 19. Have you had sex today?
    • Nope. Not going to either. 
  • 20. Are you starting to realize anything? 
    • That I really don't have anything figured out.
  • 21. Are you in a good mood? 
    • I am :)
  • 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
    • I tried to when I was in Hawaii!! The bus system failed us though and it didn't happen! :(
  • 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? 
    • My dad's eyes are more hazel, and mine are more green. But they're definitely closer to my dads color than my moms.
  • 24. What do you want right this second? 
    • To be off work. But I'm not, so I'm here with you <3
  • 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? 
    • Eh, I'm not in middle school. I'm a grown woman.
  • 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? 
    • Well.. it's dyed my natural color.. I want to let it fade to my dark brown color.
  • 27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? 
    • Probably not. Laughter is something I do everyday. No joke. 
  • 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? 
    • Something I saw on Tumblr. 
  • 29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? 
    • I really, truly miss a lot of people right now. 
  • 30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? 
    • Jesus thinks so, so do I.
  • 31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? 
    • I honestly don't "hate" anybody, but no.. I don't dislike him either.
  • 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? 
    • I don't really have feelings for anybody.
  • 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? 
    • No, but I could easily live without drinking soda. 
  • 34. Listening to? 
    • John Mayer's pandora station. "Dreaming with a broken heart" is playing right now.
  • 35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? 
    • Yes, for school.
  • 36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? 
    • Nope.
  • 37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
    • I can't say I do because I haven't experienced it.. but I can't say no because I haven't experienced it. 
  • 38. Who did you last call? 
    • Insurance agent... long story.
  • 39. Who was the last person you danced with?
    • Gosh.. I don't even know the answer to this!
  • 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? 
    • So many kissing questions.
  • 41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?
    • Christmas
  • 42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?
    • No.. I need to hug my mommy more. 
  • 43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? 
    • Duh. Isn't that what girls do?
  • 44. Do you tan in the nude? 
    • Hahahahaha... no.
  • 45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? 
    • Blah blah blah
  • 46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? 
    • I did not. I didn't fall asleep until 7 this morning. Nobody else is an insomniac like me, so I'm alone all night. 
  • 47. Who was the last person to call you? 
    • Insurance agent 
    • 48. Do you sing in the shower?  
      • Yes
  • 49. Do you dance in the car? 
    • Haha.. yes. I'm a car dancer. Remember the show "Motor Mouth"? I would have been very entertaining on that show. 
  • 50. Ever used a bow and arrow? 
    • Yes, yes I have. I was raised in Eastern Oregon.. if you're not taught how to use a bow and arrow.. well.. you're just not right!
  • 51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? 
    • Do school pictures count?
  • 52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? 
    • Most of them are. But sometimes we need a little cheesiness in our lives.
  • 53. Is Christmas stressful?
    • Only if you make it what it's not. If you celebrate it for the right reasons, there's no reason to stress. <3
  • 54. Ever eat a pierogi? 
    • Honestly don't even know what that is. 
  • 55. Favorite type of fruit pie? 
    • Um.. does pumpkin pie count? Not much of a pie girl.
  • 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? 
    • Teacher or a nurse.. one of them stuck. 
  • 57. Do you believe in ghosts? 
    • Eh.. I'm mixed about this!
  • 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? 
    • Yes!!! 
  • 59. Take a vitamin daily? 
    • I have vitamins, but I never take them. I should probably get on that. 
  • 60. Wear slippers? 
    • I used to.. dog ate them though. 
  • 61. Wear a bath robe? 
    • Never. 
  • 62. What do you wear to bed?
    • Tanktop and shorts. 
  • 63. First concert? 
    • Don't laugh... America.
  • 64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
    • I shop at Wal-mart the most. It's closest to home. 
  • 65. Nike or Adidas? 
    • I wanna say Nike because I'm a duck fan (and let's be honest, we are Nike U) but I like Adidas more. Always have.
  • 66. Cheetos Or Fritos? 
    • Cheese-toes as I call them. 
  • 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? 
    • Ranch flavored Sunflower seeds during baseball/softball season.. nothing better!
  • 68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?
    • Safe and Sound ft. The Civil Wars
  • 69. Ever take dance lessons? 
    • Well, not official lessons, but in my cultural diversity class in high school we learned a lot of different dances.
  • 70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
    • Professional football player? Hey a girl can dream, right? ;)
  • 71. Can you curl your tongue? 
    • Sure can.
  • 72. Ever won a spelling bee?
    • No.. when I was younger I was terrible at spelling. 
  • 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? 
    • This is a stupid question. Who hasn't?
  • 74. What is your favorite book? 
    • Eh, I have too many.
  • 75. Do you study better with or without music?
    • I probably actually study better without it, but I can't stand silence so I wouldn't know. 
  • 76. Regularly burn incense?
    • No.. I don't smoke weed. Lol
  • 77. Ever been in love?
    • Yes.
  • 78. Who would you like to see in concert?
    • Jason Mraz, Maroon 5, Michael Buble, John Mayer, The Fray, OneRepublic, Dashboard Confessional, Rascal Flatts, Def Leppard, Journey.. list goes on and on. (Apparently I like only male artists!)
  • 79. What was the last concert you saw? 
    • REO Speedwagon
  • 80. Hot tea or cold tea? 
    • Ice Tea
  • 81. Tea or coffee?
    • Coffee.. but only with tons of creamer!
  • 82. Favorite type of cookie? 
    • Snickerdoodle. 
  • 83. Can you swim well? 
    • I can!
  • 84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? 
    • I can, but I always get a massive headache when I do. Or my nose bleeds. Either is no bueno. 
  • 85. Are you patient? 
    • I can be.
  • 86. DJ or band, at a wedding?
    • I'll want a DJ. I wouldn't want a band butchering my favorite songs.. no offense. 
  • 87. Ever won a contest? 
    • Umm... I don't think so!
  • 88. Ever have plastic surgery?
    • Nope!
  • 89. Which are better black or green olives?
    • Black!
  • 90. Opinions on sex before marriage?
    • I'm waiting. 
  • 91. Best room for a fireplace? 
    • Other than the family room? Bedroom. Duh.
  • 92. Do you want to get married? 
    • I would LOVE to get married some day <3

Busy Bee

I'm really sad that spring break is almost over. It was way too short! I did absolutely nothing and loved every minute of it!

My schedule this coming quarter is going to be insane. Especially since my boss just asked me if I wanted more hours and I said yes.

This is what my schedule is going to look like..

Monday: Classes from 1:45-7:45
Tuesday: Work 2-10
Wednesday: Classes from 1:45-7:45
Thursday: Work 2-10
Friday: Microbiology lab from 12:45-2:30 followed by work from 10:00-6:00
Saturday: (after being up all night) Classes 10:15-3:45 followed by work 10:00-6:00
Sunday: Official day of rest. Minus the actual resting so I can sleep Sunday night.

Not exactly sure what I was thinking. The worst part of it all is everyday that I have class or work (everyday but SUNDAY!) I have to drive 90 total miles.

But it's only for a season, and I'm blessed to have a job when so many are without one right now! So I'm thankful. But I will be needing all the caffeine I can get!! Feel free to send starbucks gift cards my way ;)

Saturday, March 24, 2012

To whom it may concern

The Civil Wars

This song pretty much sums it up. 
I'm still waiting for the one God has for me.
He's out there somewhere...
And I'm still patiently waiting. <3
(I wrote the lyrics in my journal and made it pretty using the pixlromatic app)

No Such Thing

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you've got to rise above.

It would be just plain silly for me to jump into a relationship right now. REALLY silly. I'm moving to Hawaii in less than five months. The guy that I'm interested is moving to Houston in May to finish school. So if we WERE to start a relationship (we'd have what, one real month together?) I'd have to find time to come home to Oregon to visit AND Houston. That would be absolutely crazy. 

It's a shame though, he's a really great guy. He makes me feel special and I haven't felt that way in a LONG time. Not that that's what relationships should be based on, it's just a plus. He wants to try a long distance relationship, but I'm just not willing to at this point. I'm moving to Hawaii, and I want to experience Hawaii. The last thing I need is to stay at home every night to talk on the phone when I should be out making friends and enjoying the rest of college. Plus he's white.. not that there's anything wrong with that.. but I really am 100x more attracted to brown guys. But you already know that (Karey, I'm talking to YOU!). I guess I'm just confused. I don't want to jump into anything because I'm "lonely" when I know for a fact I'm not ready for a relationship. I've basically made my decision, I just needed to vent it out. 

Side note: Pandora is really weird. I have my John Mayer station playing and it just played "Animal" by Def Leppard. Nothing near John Mayer.. but I'm not complaining.. I love me some Def Leppard ;)

Sunday, March 18, 2012

One Tree Hill 3/14/2012

I'm a little late.. but it's better late than never!

I was babysitting (more like hanging out with my bff's kiddos) on Wednesday and the show was on in the middle of getting them ready for bed. So I had little (not really THAT little, he's 10) H watching with me while he was waiting for the shower to become vacant. It was kinda fun watching with someone.

First off, I called EVERYTHING that was going to happen. I just have to say, I'm that good. You could even ask H. He told me I like that show too much because I was predicting everything.

SPOILER*

When "Nathan" got shot and it showed him, I was literally yelling "IT'S NOT NATHAN! THAT'S NOT HIM! IT'S NOT HIM, HE HAS THE HOOD ON!"

I knew that Dan was going to get shot.. you're not really a hero unless you get shot (on tv anyways).

I knew that Julian would come and save the day. When the bad cop was standing there I told H "Julian will come.. he has to. Julian will save Nathan! He couldn't just leave!" Gotta love Julian being a big tough guy.. though I do miss his girly high-five!

And with Brooke.. AHH! I knew she would be okay, but seriously, I had a pit in my stomach. When he finally got her again, I knew the b*tch would save her. I told H that blondie would be there.. anytime now, she'll be there!

So I'm glad Nathan is finally okay.. but I REALLY wanted to see him reunited with Haley THEN! Now Brooke can finally get peace and not worry about psycho coming to get her. And Dan? I wonder if he'll make it. Maybe he'll be the dramatic death and that will bring all of the original cast back to Tree Hill. I'm really hoping we get to see Peyton and Lucas. Or at least more of Lucas than the 5 minutes at the airport. Oh, and Skills calling Mouth his "chubby buddy".. freakin' awesome!

I'm so terribly sad that this show is ending. I feel like my friends are moving away or something. It's a weird feeling. I love that stupid show.

Friday, March 16, 2012

Love

My heart is broken tonight.

I can't get into the details.. it's far too personal for someone I deeply care about, and it's not my business to share.

But I just have to say.. think about what you're saying to someone before you say it. You never know if your harsh words are going to send someone over the edge. You never know how deep those words cut someone who already believes those negative things about themselves.

I don't know when it became okay to judge people so harshly. It breaks my heart that people are being hurt so badly that they don't have anywhere to turn. They have nowhere to go. No safe place. Nobody to tell them just how amazing they are.

Be that person. Never miss a chance to tell someone how beautiful they are. Never miss the opportunity to tell someone how IMPORTANT they are. You might just be the voice that they've been longing to hear.

Love. Whether you believe in God or not, we, as humans, are called to LOVE. It's what we're made for. So love on each other. Please.

<3

Sunday, March 11, 2012

Dad

I hate it that everybody thinks that my stepdad is my dad. Not that I don't love Scotty, because I really do, he's been wonderful to my family. But I hate that NOBODY who has come into my life within the last six years knows my real dad. I mean really, I've seen him once since I was sixteen. And though we haven't had the best relationship, he's my dad. It kills me.. It really does. He moved back to Oregon at the end of January (granted he's still a good 6 hours from here) so hopefully I'll be able to see him once or twice before moving to Hawaii. My mom is wanting to throw a going away party for me before I leave for Hawaii.. So I'm hoping he'll be able to set aside his differences with my mom and show up for me. At the very least I would like my best friend and her family meet my dad. It's kinda crazy thinking that they haven't yet.

In other words, my heart breaks a little every time someone calls Scotty my dad. Even though that's exactly what he's been to me since I was sixteen years old.

Saturday, March 10, 2012

Confession Time

Sometimes you just have to get some things off of your chest. This is one of those times.

I confess...

That I only get on this blog when I'm working. I have so much going on during the week, and, well.. it's just something I've accepted.

That I sometimes go to complain about something on facebook. About how crappy my day was or how something pissed me off, but I [almost] always delete it without posting at all. I get so annoyed with the negative people, why would I want to be one?

I almost deleted someone from facebook because I'm tired of the fakeness. But just a few months ago I asked her why she had deleted me randomly and she added me back, so I kinda feel bad, but if I don't delete her I'll say something I shouldn't. It's better to just get that temptation out of the way right?

I stay awake better during my graveyard shift than my day shift now. In fact, three of the last four nights, I was up until at least 5:00 am. THAT'S not going to work.

I signed up for an aerobics dancersize class at school because I wanted a for sure work out at least twice a week for 2 hours. Since I've been feeling especially lazy lately.

When I watch what I eat, I never eat enough. I'm always WAY under on what I should be eating. I just can't win!

I'm taking Microbiology, Anatomy and Physiology III, more math, possibly a nutrition class and my dancercize class next term. Two words: HOLY CRAP! I'm kinda hoping I don't get the nutrition class after all!

Last Sunday was the first time in weeks that I stayed through the whole sermon at church. I've been doing worship team.. after staying up all night, so it's nothing against our pastor. :D

I haven't seen my grandma or my brother since November. I'm missing them terribly.

I'm afraid my best friend and I will drift apart when I move.

I'm excited to go to a new place. I'm excited to be forced out of my comfort zone and meet new people.

But I wish I could take my favorite people with me! <3

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Random

I'm bored at work and I don't really feel like watching Dexter yet, so this is what you get!

Personal
1.) How are you?
I'm wonderful. I'm feeling NO pain at the moment, and I'm LOVING it.


2.) What kind of phone do you own?
 I own a [white] iPhone 4
 
3.) Do you ever wish you were someone else?
Believe it or not, no. I'm happy with who I am.

4.) What is your entire name?
Brittany Nichole Cleveland. 
 
5.) How old are you?
Twenty-one years young.
 
6.) Age you get mistaken for:
Oh gosh, there are so many different ages. Some people think I'm 15, some think I'm in my mid-twenties. 
 
7.) Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality:
Gemini. And I'm not sure.. I think they set these things up so that it could really fit anybody. My personality fits a bunch of the other signs, but it's whatever. It's fun to read sometimes. 


8.) What did you do on your last birthday?
I had dinner with my family, went to a few bars and enjoyed my first alcoholic beverages, then went and got a tattoo on my foot the next day :)


9.) What is one thing you would like to accomplish before your next birthday?
That's in 3 months.. I'd like to have a lot of money saved up for moving to Hawaii. <3

10.) What is your hair color?
Dark brown. The box called it "soft black" but it has faded back to dark brown.. my natural color. 


11.) Have you ever dyed your hair?
Too many times to count. I hadn't dyed it since right before my high school graduation, but I got highlights last summer, and then I got sick of the blonde and went back to my natural color a few months ago.


12.) What is your eye color?
Green. 

13.) If you could change your eye color, would you?
Not a chance. I'm in the 2% of people with green eyes. :)


14.) Do you wear contacts/glasses?
Nope. 15/20 in both eyes baybee. My dad still has perfect vision, so I'm hoping that my eyes do the same!

18.) Do you have any tattoos?
I have three. And I love them all, and don't regret getting them.


19.) Do you have any piercings?
I have seven. Six are in my ears, one in my nose.


20.) Left or right handed?
Right handed.

21.) What’s your sexual orientation?
I am straight. 
 
22.) Do you drink?
Occasionally, but I rarely have more than one drink. 


23.) Do you smoke?
Nope, and I never will. 


24.) Do you have any pets?
I technically have two cats, but one of them adopted my step-dad, so just one. My Uno kitty.. that's his name.. Uno.


25.) Where do you work?
I work at a call center making reservations for hotels. 


26.) Something you are working on right now:
Saving up for Hawaii.
Getting a degree.
Losing lbs.


27.) Do you have any “rules” about food?
Not really. I refuse to eat sugar free or lite syrup though. That's like the one thing I won't do.. ever. It's gross.


28.) Where are you from?
The beautiful state of Oregon. <3
 
29.) What would you say is your best quality?
I'm very compassionate. I always give second chances. And I'm just a kind spirit. Plus I'm funny as heck ;) 


30.) What do you think you’re really good at?
Singing, texting (haha), making people laugh, being a friend, rooting for my ducks!
 
31.) What do you think you’re really bad at?
I would usually say Math, but I'm good now! I'm bad at using my time wisely.. I'm very good at wasting time :)


33.) Are you a bad person?
I like to think I'm a good person, but I guess everybody has their own opinion of me. 


34.) Are you nice to everyone?
I can't say everyone. There are people I have been nasty to, and I hate that I do it, but some people just rub me the wrong way. 


36.) Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?
In middle school me and Alicia were "lesbians" because we were best friends and we had every class together. Other than that, no.. I got along with everybody so I never had too many issues.


37.) What is your ideal bed? Why?
My ideal bed? Um.. one that I can sleep on and wake up refreshed! A big bed would be nice.. even though I don't stretch out at all.. haha


38.) Did you wake up cranky?
No.. I actually woke up pretty refreshed. After working all night and eating a nice breakfast, I finally went to sleep at 7:30 and didn't wake up until 3:30. It was perfect.


39.) Do you sleep with a stuffed toy?
I haven't since I was 16.. I gave my "Ellifont" (yellow elephant) to the guy I was dating, and he never gave her back.


40.) What do you think about the most?
I don't know.. I think about a lot of things. My future, my friends, my family, my past, my present, my relationship with God, things I need to do before I move away.. etc.


42.) What you want to be when you “get older”?
I want to be a nurse. I want to be a wife, and a mother.. I want to be a good example of what serving God looks like. 


43.) What are your career goals?
Well, I want to get a masters degree in nursing, but I haven't decided what I want to specialize in.. probably something to do with kids, or the ICU.. 


44.) What is your ideal career?
Being a nurse, of course. I used to dream of being a news anchor on ESPN. That would be amazing, but I'm too introverted to do that!


45.) Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
I still have the same best friend.. other than that, no. I've grown a lot.. a LOT.


46.) Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
Only one particular thing.. something I regret. I replay how it could have been if I would have done everything differently. 

47.) Have you ever had an imaginary friend?
I pretended like I did.. I felt like everybody else did, so I totally faked it.. it lasted about a day. 

48.) Say 10 facts about your room:
It needs to be cleaned. I have a night stand next to my bed that has one little corner cleaned off for a glass of water. I have a few duck posters on my walls. I have inspirational quotes on my walls. I have a tv. I have a bookcase with over 100 books that I've read. I have a full size bed. I have a sheet over my window right now (graveyard shift.. gotta get that melatonin!). The walls are white. My closet is clean for how messy the rest of my room is. 


49.) Do you have any phobias?
I'm afraid of mascots, birds, moths, snakes, spiders, snot, and of fictional murders that are supposedly after me every night that I work graveyard. 
 
50.) Have you ever been to a psychiatrist/therapist?
When I was younger.. my whole family had to see a therapist. 


51.) Are you allergic to anything? If so, what?
Pretty sure it's grass or pollen or both. And possibly percocet. 
 
52.) Ever broken any bones?
*Knocks on wood* No.


53.) Ever come close to death?
Well, when I had my gallbladder taken out, it was an emergency surgery.. the doctor said if my gallbladder had been ripped open (which was starting to happen), I would have been poisoned.. so I guess yes? But God had my back, so no. 
 
60.) Do you have a facebook?
I do, indeed.


61.) Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
Obviously. Isn't that what facebook is for? ;)
 
62.) Describe yourself in one word/sentence:
One of a kind.
 
63.) A quote you try to live by:
"Sometimes I want to ask God why He allows poverty, famine and injustice in the world when He could do something about it, but I'm afraid He might just ask me the same question." 


64.) A famous person you’ve been compared to:
Nobody.

65.) Weird things you do when you’re alone:
I talk to inanimate objects, sing really loud and obnoxiously, talk to animals.. haha.
 
66.) Something you do without realising:
I make funny faces.. jiggle my lets.. click a pen if it's in my hand and I'm distracted..


68.) Someone you’d like to be for a day and why:
Uno.. I'd like to know what goes through his mind. :-P


69.) Leave yourself a compliment:
There is only one of you out there, and that makes you pretty special. <3


Favorites

70.) What is your favorite thing to do?
Watch ducks football.. or ducks anything, for that matter.. spend time with my fam, hang out at the pool.


71.) What’s your favorite color?
Green, yellow, blue. I'm a girl, I'm indecisive. 

72.) What is your least favorite color?
Orange and purple.  
 
73.) What’s your favorite movie?
Again with the indecisiveness.. Elf, Friday Night Lights, Remember the Titans, The Hangover, Horrible Bosses, Moulin Rouge, The Notebook, He's Just Not That Into You, The Strangers, Moneyball.


74.) What are your favorite books?
 Red by Erica Spindler.

75.) What is your favorite quote and why?
"I am aware that I am less than some people prefer me to be, but most people are unaware that I am so much more than what they see." Pretty obvious. 


76.) What is your favorite word?
Um... I don't really have a favorite word. 


77.) What is your least favorite word?
Any racial slurs. I hate them and they make me cringe on the inside.
 
78.) What is your favorite type of food?
I like tacos.. so Mexican?


79.) Your favorite ice cream?
Chocolate Peanut Butter by Umpqa.. people who don't live in the northwest are MISSING OUT!


80.) What’s your favorite animal?
Elephants!
 
81.) Dogs or cats?
Dogs, but I love my kitty.


82.) Describe your favorite texture:
Umm.. that's a weird question. I don't have one.


83.) What is your favorite flower?
I love yellow roses.   
84.)What’s your favorite scent?
Light Blue perfume.. mmm
 
85.) What is your favorite season?
Fall! Football season starts and baseball season gets good!!


86.) What are the top five places you wish you could go before you die?
Italy, Australia, New York with my mom (even though I've already been there), Bora Bora, Ireland.


87.) What are four things you can’t live without and why?
My family, my bible, my phone, and indoor plumbing. 


88.) Which mythological creature are you most like?
The kind that doesn't answer dumb questions like this :D

89.) What’s your favorite television show?
Tie between Grey's Anatomy and One Tree Hill. 


90.)Favorite place to shop at?
I hate shopping.. so I don't really have a favorite. 
 
91.) Say 2 facts about your favorite things:
My ducks are getting freakishly good, and hanging out with the fam (my friends that are close enough to be family) doing nothing makes me the happiest. 


Friends

106.) Would you ever smile at a stranger?
I do it all the time, actually.
 
107.) Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
Whoever doesn't bring the drama. 
 
108.) Who is someone you never tire of?
Kelly
 
109.) Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
Yep, Mike and Kelly. 


110.) Who is your most loyal friend?
Kelly <3


111.) Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
My brother. I honestly tell him more than I tell anybody else.
 
112.) If your best friend died, what would you do?
I don't even want to think about that. I can't imagine losing her. 


113.) Something you’ve lied about.
How I’m feeling.

114.) Have you ever felt replaced?
Yeah.. I get sad when I think about moving away because I don't want to lose my best friend.


115.) Say 5 facts about your bestfriend:
She's JUST like me.
She's a good mom. 
She's a role model to me.
She's HILARIOUS.. (I DID say she's just like me;))
She's beautiful.. inside and out.


Relationships

116.) The last person you hugged?
Mike.

117.) Story of your first kiss?
About that...


118.) Do you like kissing in public?
Eh, I'm undecided.


119.) Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Yeah.

120.) You have a preference for boys or girls?
Boys only. 


121.) Is the male or female body closest to perfection?
Neither. 


127.) What is the first thing you noticed in someone?
Smile. It used to be eyebrows.. haha.


128.) Are looks important in a relationship?
I mean, I would prefer to be with someone I think is attractive, but sometimes a personality can make a beautiful person ugly and an ugly person beautiful. So looks aren't THAT important.
 
129.) What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?
I like boys with a darker skin color than me. It's just what I'm attracted to. Everybody knows this about me.


130.) What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?
I think if you're of consenting age, then it shouldn't matter. 


131.) Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?
Who knows. That's how my mom met my step-dad. They're perfect for each other.. so never say never.
 
133.) Do you have a crush on anyone?
Actually, no. Not at all. 


134.) A description of the girl/boy you like:
I don't like anybody.


135.) Say 1 fact about the person you like:
I don't like anybody. Sheesh.


136.) If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
Go for it, cause I don't like you, fool. 


137.) When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
When I left for work.


138.) Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Haha I have no idea! Probably not. 


139.) Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Well, I'm texting someone right now, so yes. 


140.) Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
Oh yeah.
 
141.) Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
Again.. oh yeah. 


142.) Anyone you’re giving up on?
Someone I should give up on. Just haven't quite yet. Getting there though. 


143.) Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
Yeah.. I dated a rancher.. totally not my type. Haha
 
144.) Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
No.. opposite kinda happened though.. I introduced a guy to my friends, they liked him and I realized I didn't. 


145.) Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
Back in middle school, yes.


146.) Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
Yep, obviously that worked out well.


147.) Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?
Yes. In a heartbeat.

148.) Is there someone you will never forget?
Definitely.

153.) What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
Prayed for me when I wasn't feeling well. 


154.) What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
Propose to me at Autzen Stadium... lol
 
157.)Are you in love?
Heck no. 


158.) Are you in a relationship?
Not at the moment.


159.) If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
...


160.) Are relationships ever worth it?
Of course. We're built for relationships.


161.) Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
Nope. I'm not dating/talking to anybody.


162.) Can you commit to one person?
Yep.


163.) Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
Definitely.
 
164.) Do you ever want to get married?
I really do.
 
165.) Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
I would like to, but I have no idea.

166.) Do you think you'll make a good spouse?
Yes.. I think I'll be a really good wifey. 

167.) Do you get jealous easily?
Nope. 
 
168.) The last time you felt jealous, and why?
Umm.. I honestly can't remember. 


169.) What is your definition of cheating?
Cheating can be physical and it can be emotional. 


170.) Have you ever been cheated on?
Yep.

171.) Do you forgive betrayal?
It really depends on the situation. I always forgive, but I don't always give second chances. 

172.) Have you ever cheated on someone?
Nope.

173.) Why did your last relationship fail?
It never really got started.


174.) Things you want to say to an ex:
Absolutely nothing. 


175.) A description of the person you dislike the most:
I don't really dislike anybody. Honestly. That may make me sound like I'm too nice or something, but it's the truth.


176.) If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
Pretty sure I'd faint. No joke.


177.) How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
Two boyfriends. No girlfriends.


178.) How long was your longest relationship?
Too long.


179.) You’ll love me if…
You like a laid back girl who loves sports and has a big heart. And if you like to laugh ;)
 
180.) Share a relationship story:
Nah, I'm all set.


Music, movies and books

181.) How often do you listen to music?
All the freakin' time. If there's silence, I turn on music. I can't do it. 


182.) What kind of music you like?
Pretty much everything. My ipod is so random!


183.) Do you like to dance?
Do I like to? Yes. Am I good? No.
 
185.) Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Actually, yes. I found a cd I made when I was 16.. brought back a LOT of memories!


186.) Share a song that takes you to a certain memory in the past:
I'll Make Love to You by Boyz II Men.. Haha it was the first song I slow danced with a boy to. It was terrible though. I didn't like the kid, my friends made me do it, and he wiped the sweat on his face off on my hand. It's a funny memory though.. especially with that song playing. Who plays that at a middle school dance? Seriously.


187.) A song that’s been stuck in your head:
Vindicated by Dashboard Confessional.


188.) Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play:
Cookie Jar by Gym Class Heroes 
Runaway by Love & Theft
Take My Hand by Shawn McDonald
In Those Jeans by Ginuwine
Beautiful Lord by Leeland
Broken Strings by James Morrison
When I'm With You by Sherriff
Making Memories of Us by Keith Urban
Here Comes Goodbye by Rascal Flatts
Rocketeer by Far East Movement
(Told you my music taste is RANDOM)
 
189.) A book you want to read/have recently read:
I want to read Water For Elephants.. I watched the movie and loved it so I bet the book is amazing as well. 


190.) Describe your dream library:
Filled with books that will better me as a person. And tons of romance novels. :-P I'm a sap for a good love story.


191.) Last movie you just watched:
Scream 4.. lol


192.) Do you like watching what type of movies?
I like horror, thriller, comedies, romantic comedies, inspirational, action. Pretty much ANYTHING. I love movies almost as much as I love music. 


Situations and crazy things

193.) You’re in a tattoo parlor about to get inked. What are you getting done?
Something I've though long and hard about. 


194.) What’s something you can see yourself going to jail for?
Fighting for my family. 


195.) If you could be any character, from any literary work, who would you choose to be?
Hmm.. that's a great question. Haha Kelly and I joke about wanting to be Bella (but it's a joke). I honestly don't know. 


196.) You’re given $10,000…under one condition: you cannot keep the money for yourself. Who would you give it to?
Easy. I'd give it to my mom. 


197.) If you had to go back in time and change one thing, what would it be?
I'd be honest with the one person I regret losing. 


198.) If you were an element on the Periodic Table, which would you be and why?
I'd be potassium. Because K=potassium and that just doesn't make any sense. :-P


199.) If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
My 9th grade year. I was horribly depressed. I'd like to wipe out the grades I got in school that year too.. lol.


200.) You’re an Action Movie Hero. What’s your weapon of choice and the line you scream when defeating your arch enemy?
Super strength. And I'd say "You're goin' down suckaaaa!"


201.) If you could design an amusement park ride, what would it be like?
It would be without rollercoasters. They freak me out.


202.) What is the first curse word that comes to mind?
Oh, I shouldn't type that here. It's come out of my mouth too much recently. I need to stop. 


203.) What the last party you went to was… and when the next will be…
Um.. New Years eve? And probably my mommy's 50th Birthday. I'm not a party girl.


204.) Halloween costume idea?
I don't dress up for halloween.


205.) How you’d spend ten thousand bucks?
Student loans. Duh!


206.) What does your last text say?
"Check the dermatones." While talking about my pinched nerve.


207.) Would you rather be stranded on a desert island with someone you love for ten years or someone you hate for a month? 
Someone I hate for a month. Maybe I could learn to like them.

208.) 5 things within touching distance:
My phone. My purse. The keyboard (obviously). My dutch bros coffee. A knife (hey.. I get freaked out here by myself!). Work phone.


209.) A drunken story:
Don't have any. I got a little tipsy on my birthday because I wanted to go home and my brother didn't so he told me if I finished my drink before he finished his beer we could go. He had like an inch left of his and my cup was almost full. So I chugged it. Bad idea.. I think he did it on purpose. I won though, so I got to go home and sleep. 


210.) What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Working.. but I am. Just not getting any phone calls. Who makes hotel reservations at 1:15 in the morning?!


211.) Currently wanting to see anyone?
Yeah, I want to see my brother and my grandma!


212.) Why you follow me?
I no follow you!


213.) Now what are you going to do?
Post this then probably watch Dexter!!

Saturday, March 3, 2012

One Tree Hill

I don't have anybody to talk OTH with anymore, so I'm posting it on here.

OH-EM-GEE!!!! The episode on Wednesday!! Omgoodness. I seriously thought Nathan was dead.. the way Haley was talking.. I thought it was him. And Clay? I said at the beginning of that episode.. "Wanna bet that's his kid?" and I was totally kidding, but I was right. Didn't see it coming the way that happened, but dang. I'm good. I can't wait for next week's episode. I seriously hope nothing bad happens to Brooke. I don't think they'd end the show with such a big tragedy. And that girl has been through enough! I love me some OTH.. how about you?

Update

I haven't officially seen a doctor yet, but I'm pretty sure I have a pinched nerve. It would make sense as to why my neck, right shoulder and right arm have been killing me as well as the headaches I've been having. I'm making an appointment with a chiropractor this week and hopefully I'll get some relief.

On a not so good note, it seems like I've picked up the flu bug that's been floating around. I've been sicker than a dog today, and to top it off, I'm working right now. I'm just praying for some answers and some relief as soon as possible. I already had a mini break down before work, I really need to start feeling better. Any prayers are welcome and very much appreciated. <3